好想死

感慨的是他人的细水长流

幸福偶尔降临人间

薰莸时习戒
持才妄作戒
任性偏执戒
同流合污戒
因名误实戒
师事异端戒
贫富易心戒
贵贱混治戒
乘危苟取戒
诋毁同道戒

灸丰隆

想我的狗。它总是那么乖，不像球球会在家里大小便，或者冲到大马路上。

最近坐地铁也想吐了。真的很糟糕

今天听着夜の情景回想一些去年暑假的事情。明明已经快过去一年了，那些难受事仿佛就在昨日。姑姑的嘲讽仿佛现在还在耳边，理解了偶尔资灿的表妹，也知道为什么表面时常癫狂，时常不言不语。

这是我第一次在这么高的空中看到星星。虽并不比在地面上看到的大和亮，数量却远远超出，我不禁屏住了呼吸，好怕一张嘴呼气，就把它们吹落在地。极远处的恒星在夜里也只能散发着这样微弱的光，忽然间就觉得，一切都不那么重要了。飞机降落时从上往下看，蜿蜒曲折的道路似乎是地球的经脉，在夜里透着淡淡的光，记录人类文明的朝朝夕夕。我想起自己曾经拍摄的脚踝静脉的照片，地球给了我们生命，也在我们身上留下了它诞下我们的痕迹，因为这一切是多么相似啊。

为什么每次回家都会变轻呢。还有一部分的我去哪了

今天老爸把我的手术刀柄丢掉了。明明都不割了，莫名其妙。说放家里什么时候就刺到大动脉雪止都止不住，什么利器在身边杀心自起啊。

Beautiful is better than ugly.
Explicit is better than implicit.
Simple is better than complex.
Complex is better than complicated.
Flat is better than nested.
Sparse is better than dense.
Readability counts.
Special cases aren't special enough to break the rules.
Although practicality beats purity.
Errors should never pass silently.
Unless explicitly silenced.
In the face of ambiguity, refuse the temptation to guess.
There should be one-- and preferably only one --obvious way to do it.
Although that way may not be obvious at first unless you're Dutch.
Now is better than never.
Although never is often better than *right* now.
If the implementation is hard to explain, it's a bad idea.
If the implementation is easy to explain, it may be a good idea.
Namespaces are one honking great idea -- let's do more of those!

一旦陷入无限思绪，眼睛就不知道该看哪里。爱子，你也挖走我的眼睛吧

可我感觉对不起所有人