life has it up and downs, just like us. yesterday, you called me said that you fell in love with me. you said that you were a shy person, you didnt know how to express your feelings. i cannot listen to those words any more.

i kind of gave up on you, but now you said those to me. it makes me feel... what should i say. Actually, i think that it is not easy for two people to meet let alone falling in love. I wanted you to be my man, i wanted you.

i was afraid of getting hurt, afaid of i might exprerience the same thing. you know how much i cared about you. when you were online talking to me yesterday, i was so excited and i even could no sleep untill 4 am.

i worked till 10:30 pm tonight. i am so tired right now. i wanted to find someone to talk. all i can get is nothing from you.

sometimes i see you online, i will not talk to you and wait till you talk to me. but today, i talked to you first. all i can get is nothing. was it the problem of your internet, or the problem of my internet, or the problem of skype?

i don't know. i need to sleep now!

You said that I shattered all your hopes and dreams. What i see is that i cannot see your sincere heart. U have always been mysterious to me. It makes me think that i am not part of your life. Plus, there are other things i cannot satiafy u. U should know that this is my bottom line that i cannot break. I should be responsible for myself and my family.

With hopes and dreams, i always think that u r around. We are all beaten by the reality. If we were rich, we could go to places we want, rather than stuck in china and u r in USA.

What the hell, let it be, let it go.

很高兴看到这些纠结都过去了 我要重新开始了

What the hell! Today you came online and asked me what would my family react when i took you home as a bf. You said you would try to meet me this year.

Is it true? Is this really true? I cannot believe my eyes and ears. Waw