Every weekend, i waited for a whole day hoping that we can talk for a few hours. It ends like FOR SOME REASON, you cannot open your mic. That is very rediculous, you were alone at home, why cant you five me a good reason then.

All i wanted is to talk with u, you cannot even promise this. What else dare i want u to give me? Come to china? Marry me? Catherine, you should stop the stupid wishful thinking.

life has it up and downs, just like us. yesterday, you called me said that you fell in love with me. you said that you were a shy person, you didnt know how to express your feelings. i cannot listen to those words any more.

i kind of gave up on you, but now you said those to me. it makes me feel... what should i say. Actually, i think that it is not easy for two people to meet let alone falling in love. I wanted you to be my man, i wanted you.

i was afraid of getting hurt, afaid of i might exprerience the same thing. you know how much i cared about you. when you were online talking to me yesterday, i was so excited and i even could no sleep untill 4 am.

i worked till 10:30 pm tonight. i am so tired right now. i wanted to find someone to talk. all i can get is nothing from you.

sometimes i see you online, i will not talk to you and wait till you talk to me. but today, i talked to you first. all i can get is nothing. was it the problem of your internet, or the problem of my internet, or the problem of skype?

when i told you that i had the feelings of first love, because when i saw you yesterday, my heart started to beating faster. was my heart lying to me? what should i do?

i don't know. i need to sleep now!

You said that I shattered all your hopes and dreams. What i see is that i cannot see your sincere heart. U have always been mysterious to me. It makes me think that i am not part of your life. Plus, there are other things i cannot satiafy u. U should know that this is my bottom line that i cannot break. I should be responsible for myself and my family.

With hopes and dreams, i always think that u r around. We are all beaten by the reality. If we were rich, we could go to places we want, rather than stuck in china and u r in USA.

What the hell, let it be, let it go.

很高兴看到这些纠结都过去了 我要重新开始了

What the hell! Today you came online and asked me what would my family react when i took you home as a bf. You said you would try to meet me this year.

Is it true? Is this really true? I cannot believe my eyes and ears. Waw